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Janelle Pica  

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Afternoon Roadtrip

A 30 minute drive. That's all it took to change my life.   
We arrived early for her appointment at the body piercing shop, and because we were early, the shop was closed. It was an all-too-familiar scene for me, being as I had always brought my friends to this place at least once a year. I would always have a group with me to come to the shop, get some piercings in the lips or eyebrows, and then head out to dinner soon after. Yeah, it was a strange way to kill time, but fun nonetheless.   
Of course, this time was quite different. I was out at the parlor with someone I barely knew, and I went with her because I felt she w

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Afternoon RoadtripA 30 minute drive. That's all it took to change my life.   
We arrived early for her appointment at the body piercing shop, and because we were early, the shop was closed. It was an all-too-familiar scene for me, being as I had always brought my friends to this place at least once a year. I would always have a group with me to come to the shop, get some piercings in the lips or eyebrows, and then head out to dinner soon after. Yeah, it was a strange way to kill time, but fun nonetheless.   
Of course, this time was quite different. I was out at the parlor with someone I barely knew, and I went with her because I felt she w Afternoon Roadtrip
in General Non-Fiction 1w 5d ago
FreedomI've been meaning to write this down for a long time. A very long time. Shame on me for not recording this sooner. I have nothing to report but great news.   
On April 6, 2008, I was driving back and forth from LIgonier and experienced a state of complete peace. I had normal vision. No shocks. A clear, calm mind. My muscles were totally relaxed. I had no tingling in the face. I had no ringing in the ears. This sensation lasted from 12:45 in the afternoon until 2:00 p.m.   
Then at 6:00 p.m. on the same night, I was sitting outside my house and noticed that my vision was normal again. No shocks. A clear, calm mind. Muscles Freedom
in Open on 4/20/08
Dream Analysis3/20/08   
The other night I had a dream that was so intense, so vivid, I really wish I could have driven off to a psychoanalytic psychologist to interpret the meaning behind my dream. Money. . .well. . .the lack there of, makes appointments with psychologists difficult. However, I myself have read a lot of dream analysis, so I will attempt to discern what I believe it is that this dream means. Clearly, my subconscious is trying to reveal something to me, and that "something" may very well be the fact that my full recovery is only months away.  
 
The Dream:   
I was sitting at a table at a banquet dinner with a Dream Analysis
in Essays on 3/20/08
All OverIt's all over.  You're foot is in the door.  This is what you've been waiting for.   
It's all over.  The light is coming through the window,  shining on your face.   
I welcome you to this heavenly place.   
It's all over.  You don't need to hide.  You can walk by the ocean outside.  
 
It's all over.  
And those who left,  will only be filled with regret.   
It's all over.  It's time to dance.  This is the time to rejoice and relax.   
Child, it's over.  I welcome you home.  You have no need to feel alone.   
It' All Over
in Song on 3/13/08
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When has it been since I last embraced you?  Yet, I still remember how your fragrance was like that of a wild rose,  Lifting my spirit up as high as it will go.  Dulling my senses, I should only think of you,  the way you felt beneath my hands,  the way you smiled,  the way your flowing hair hung down your shoulders  and across your face,  the way you looked at me,  innocent and happy.  I wish this embrace could last forever.  i can hear your heartbeat.  You are anxious,  wondering when you should let go.  Not wanting You Are A Rose: Part 2
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Revolutionary Medicine

Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 9:05 AM
Hate to use technological terms here, but I think a lot of people will be interested in what I'm about to say.

After endless hours of researching everything I could about anxiety, nutrition, and the link between the two, I've determined the following.

After nearly 3 years of suffering with a debilitating mental condition, I have completely come out of the water and solved my debilitating mental trauma. Through cognitive behavioral therapy and regular deep relaxation (and mild exercise) I have overcome the most frightening obstacle in my life. However, I have been still plagued by mild stress symptoms that are lingering around for what I have determined to be absolutely no reason. I am not thinking in any stressful manner, yet I still have bizzare stress related conditions.

To date, I suffer with ringing in the ears, moderate body zaps, and some irritation of the eyes. Perhaps the most strange symptom I yet am dealing with is an ever growing rash that will not stop spreading no matter how many creams I place on the thing. I know a lot of this sounds odd, but I would like to state that stress taxes the body so harshly that the body does, indeed, act irratically to compensate for the stress (please visit [link] for more information on this). These lingering problems have not gone away even inspite of my relaxation over the past 6 months. So what's the beef?

Thanks to Charles Linden (author of the Linden Method and founder of panic-anxiety.com) I have been made aware of internal stressors that adversely affect the nervous system. Truly, the age old "garbe in garbage out" theory is correct. Since stress taxes our bodies, our immune system crashes, leaving our bodies susceptible to disease. Poor diet and inorganic ingredients such as preservatives and artificial sweeteners have also contributed to the taxing of the nervous system. It is my oppinion that these last few problems of mine are not related to my mental state of affairs, but rather my phyiscal state of affairs.

I was reading this article about candida yeast overgrowth found at this website : [link]

I was convinced that the symptoms I am struggling with must indeed be related to this problem. I have enrolled in the threelac recovery program to fight off this strange (almost parasitic) problem of mine. If in fact my symptoms are gone within the next four months with a combination fo light exercise, threelac, and meditation, I am writing a letter to the American Pychiatric Association as well as the American Psychological Association to plead with them to START TREATING PATIENTS WITH ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION APPROPRIATELY. Why on earth would huge associations like these keep all the holistic research under wraps? As I've said, if in fact, I feel significantly better and my symptoms subside within the next couple of months, I am writing a letter to these organizations about why they are spending time researching anti-depressant drugs and useless hypnotic interventions when it has been proven that nutritional approaches and operant conditioning aids people in overcoming mental disorders.

Wish me luck and say some prayers. If this works, I may very well have discovered a revolutionary way to treat anxiety and depression for millions of those out there suffering needlessly.

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  • Mood: Amazed
  • Reading: Kevin Trudeau's "Natural Cures"

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  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Latrobe, PA
  • Interests: writing, piano, reading, philosophy, psychology, art.
  • Favourite movie: Girl, Interrupted
  • Favourite band or musician: AFI
  • Favourite genre of music: punk/metal
  • Favourite artist: Picasso
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poe and Shakespeare
  • Personal Quote: Live. Love. Learn. Be free.

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=iAes:iconiAes: May 8, 2008, 1:47:12 PM
Thanks very much for the watch! I really appreciate it! :}
=Mattiello:iconMattiello: Mar 3, 2008, 10:20:06 PM
Supposedly The Phone Will Ring
Right After You Do This.

















Just read the little stories and
Think of a wish as you scroll all
The way to the bottom. There is
A message there - then make your
Wish.















No attachment on this one.


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Stories

















I'm 13 years old, and I wished
That my dad would come home from
The army, because he'd been having
Problems with his heart and right
Leg It was 2:53 p .m.. When I made
My wish. At 3: 07 PM . (14 minutes
Later), the doorbell rang, and
There my Dad was, luggage and all!!





I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been
Having trouble in my job and on the
Verge of quitting. I made a simple
Wish that my boss would get a new
Job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55
There was an announcement that he
Was promoted and was leaving for
Another city. Believe me...this
Really works!!!









My name is Ann and I am 45 years
Of age. I had always been single
And had been hoping to get into a
Nice, loving relationship for many
Years. While kind of daydreaming(and right after receiving this email)
I wished that a quality person would
Finally come into my life. That was at
9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM
A FedEx delivery man came into my
Office.He was cute, polite and
Could not stop smiling at me. He
Started coming back almost everyday(even without packages) and asked me
Out a week later . We married 6
Months later and now have been
Happily married for 2 years.

What a great email it was!!

















Just scroll down to the end, but
While you do, think of a wish.
Make your wish when you have completed
Scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the
Number of minutes it will take for your
Wish to come true. Ex.you are 25 years
Old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish
To come true).
















However, if you don't send this to
People in 5 minutes, you will have bad
Luck for years!!

Go for it!!!
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STOP!!!
Congratulations!!! Your wish will
Now come true in your age minutes.

Now follow this carefully....it
Can be very rewarding!!!!

If you send this to 10 more
People, other than the 5 that you
Already have to send to, something
Major that you've been wanting
Will happen.

Message: This is scary!

The phone will ring right after
You do this!

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Who can hate love when Love begets Hate?


Feel The *RawEm0tion burn inside you!
=Deltabeta:iconDeltabeta: Feb 3, 2008, 10:08:05 PM Mood: Joy
Tag! Your it! I've just tagged you in my journal. Check it out and look at the rules of "tagging." :) See ya soon!

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=Mattiello:iconMattiello: Nov 1, 2007, 10:04:24 PM
lol. i'm quite glad then too!

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Imagination is the addition of beuaty in the world, nay, the whole universe.
~pica21:iconpica21: Nov 1, 2007, 8:12:21 PM Mood: Joy
I've never been so happy with meeting new, intelligent, amazing people.

:)
=Mattiello:iconMattiello: Nov 1, 2007, 1:09:51 PM
here you are! :)

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Imagination is the addition of beuaty in the world, nay, the whole universe.
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